one day one of my friends asked me-wats best way to commit suicide?
i replied-why r u askin such stupid thing? y d hell u wanna do such a thing?
he looked into my eyes and asked-give me a good reason to live
i said-think wat ll happen to others who r connected to u . ur family ur friends ...
he said - i guess initially they may cry a bit but after that they ll ve less trouble which i use to create for them. i havent given them any reason to be happy or to smile so far..only troubled them and made them cry. so if i cant bring any joy by my living may be i can just reduce their sorrow a bit..

i looked at him..he walked away.. i just kept lookin at him disappearing away from my sight..